Faith
I really didn’t think I would reach this point. Maybe that was naïve of me. Maybe even stupid. For whatever reason, in the beginning, I thought everything would be perfect. I had all the hope in the world. Reality hit me in the face REAL quick though. Now…I’m not really sure what I have. I try to have the same hope I had before, but after a number of disappointments, my hope cup just isn’t full anymore.
I don’t know what to do. There haven’t been many times in my life when I’ve felt like that. I have no plan. I have no suggestions. I have no way of fixing it. It’s the first time in my life when I’ve been faced with a situation where my only option right now is to have blind faith. Faith that things will just, somehow (divine intervention?), work out. Faith in another person. Faith that I won’t be hurt. Faith that someone else really does love me and want to be with me forever. Faith that I’m not alone in this. Faith that someone else will be strong for me since I can’t be right now.
Love is an opportunity and a risk. When you decide to be in a relationship with someone, you know there’s a chance that things won’t work out for whatever reason. But you also know that there’s a chance that things will work out. I knew that when I decided to jump feet first (or is it head first? *shrugs*) into my relationship. So right now, I’m just hoping my blind faith kicks in in the next couple of days. And I’ll just try to plan for what I can and take everything else one day at a time.
3 things I’m thankful for today:
I don’t know what to do. There haven’t been many times in my life when I’ve felt like that. I have no plan. I have no suggestions. I have no way of fixing it. It’s the first time in my life when I’ve been faced with a situation where my only option right now is to have blind faith. Faith that things will just, somehow (divine intervention?), work out. Faith in another person. Faith that I won’t be hurt. Faith that someone else really does love me and want to be with me forever. Faith that I’m not alone in this. Faith that someone else will be strong for me since I can’t be right now.
Love is an opportunity and a risk. When you decide to be in a relationship with someone, you know there’s a chance that things won’t work out for whatever reason. But you also know that there’s a chance that things will work out. I knew that when I decided to jump feet first (or is it head first? *shrugs*) into my relationship. So right now, I’m just hoping my blind faith kicks in in the next couple of days. And I’ll just try to plan for what I can and take everything else one day at a time.
3 things I’m thankful for today:
- Getting to talk in the morning, during the day, and at night
- Health
- My foot starting to get better
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